You are That now! Each one of us, just as we are, is an expression of life’s intelligence. We are the Totality expressed. Evolution is an aspect of this Oneness. Always Being, always becoming.
Seekers often expect spirituality to result in some sort of perfection, which they never find. True embodied spirituality includes all aspects of ourselves. The light and the dark, the past and the present, and you just as you are, are all welcomed by wholeness.